Dumbfounded

What happened today?

I got stuck between two moving buses. I remember not how frightened I was, whether my memories came flashing in my mind, or whether I prayed for my life. But I remember how I felt the pain and how one of the bus kept pressing me mercilessly. I remember that I screamed a lot, loudly. I did not decide to scream. I did not think. It was done… instinctively. There was no comprehensible word coming out from my mouth. Not a “no”, “stop”, or “help”. It was a long vowel of “a” and my mind went blank, but remain conscious. I was far from being intelligent in that moment. I was dumbfounded.

But the bus driver eventually realized that someone was stuck. I lived to tell the tale. My right hand still hurts but nothing seems serious.
I wonder, will love results in similar dumbfoundedness?

 

I did not take photo regarding the accident, so this is a random photo I have in my phone. Staying alive in Jakarta for 24 years is definitely an awesome feat.
I did not take photo regarding the accident, so this is a random photo I have in my phone. Staying alive in Jakarta for 24 years is definitely an awesome feat.

 

Your beloved El Presidente

Signing off

Jakarta Anniversary Special: A Little Reminder

Saat kita muda, inilah waktunya
Tunjukkan percaya diri, kita pada dunia
Jangan angan semata, jadikan mimpi nyata
Bukalah matamu, bangkitkan semangatnya!

The picture shown above is a picture of a carton box of a bakpia (a food made from a mixture of green or red beans or any fillings desired and sugar wrapped in a skin made of flour and then baked) I bought at Petak 9, Glodok.

FYI, the bakpia inside is not the one shown in the box, as if they just goggled the picture and printed it on the box.

Anyway, that’s not the point. The interesting subject is actually the seller I and my father interacted with. He wasn’t really good speaking Bahasa and thus my father conversed in… I don’t know, probably Hokkian… and we walked home after purchasing 10 pieces of bakpia-s. My father later asked me whether I noticed that the previous seller spoke in the same language with him but significantly different in accent. I did not. He continued by telling me that the accent the seller used was the China mainland accent, the native accent, while my father’s and his families’ used the Pontianak accent. He concluded that the seller was recently immigrated here or probably an illegal immigrant from China. I did not know whether his conclusion is right.

But, let’s just assume my father is right. [after this notice, most of them are filled with my imagination] Wow, can you imagine that?! A man and probably with his family crossed the ocean, probably 4000 kilometers in range, to Indonesia, from his motherland China. From the one of the highest GDP countries, with large area to live, rapidly growing in economy, technologically advancing, threatening the domination of western civilization, to the country with so many negative issues, not to mention the discrimination on Chinese minority issues, and obviously not a place to catch American Dream like USA. He even chosen to settle in Jakarta, dirty, polluted, overcrowded, jammed, with poverty everywhere, and not to forget that it considered as one of World’s 10 most hated cities. Now, what was wrong with this man’s head? I don’t know. But it does give us, the Jakarta citizens, or maybe just me, a great reminder: we, who grumble so much about our country and our Jakarta, spend so much time grumbling, until we forget to be grateful and to appreciate this very city and country with all its beauty and problems that made us who we are right now. If we don’t appreciate it, there are a lot of people out there who will.

So, isn’t it nice to sit back watching the traffic jammed, imagining that there’s a man out there hiding in a cargo just to get into Jakarta, and whispering to yourself,”I’m the luckiest guy on earth living in the city like this!”, without sarcastic tone.

Dahulunya aku pernah cinta
Dahulunya aku pernah bangga
Mungkin aku hanya terlupa
Mungkin ku amnesia..a..a..a..
Nostalgila cinta…

Welcome, 2010!

Untuk menyongsong 2010, saya akan tetap memakai quote yang saya post tahun lalu.

Menyongsong 2009

The You of yesterday and the You of today joining together will  become the You of tomorrow. Don’t forget who you are.

Live today, and smile tomorrow.

If you live life to the fullest, look forward to tomorrow, things will work out. Nankurunaisa!

Itulah quote dari anime Blood+, salah satu anime yang saya suka.

Nankurunaisa berarti semuanya akan baik-baik saja.

Sekalipun banyak kabar-kabar yang meresahkan dan membuat kita khawatir, sekalipun keadaan ekonomi sedang sulit, sekalipun dunia sedang bergejolak dengan perang, kerusuhan, ancaman, dan terror, janganlah khawatir!

Karena masa depan bagaikan hadiah yang dibungkus rapi penuh misteri. Tidak ada yang tahu isinya. Dan memang tidak boleh tahu! Kalau dibuka sebelum waktunya, atau dirobek sedikit dan diintip, tidak akan seru!

Nankurunaisa!

Lalu, hal lain yang ingin saya pesankan untuk 2010 adalah, bahwa tahun yang baru akan datang, banyak hal akan berubah, tetapi ada hal-hal yang tidak boleh berubah. Kondisi akan berubah, tetapi jati dirimu janganlah berubah. Jadilah lebih baik dan lebih baik lagi, tetapi jangan sampai kamu kehilangan identitasmu dalam dunia yang terus berubah.

Ya, itu saja.

Selamat tahun baru!

Merry Christmas 2009!

It seems time has ran very fast, eh? Suddenly it’s Christmas again already. I am feeling old.

Christmas day is a day when we celebrate the birth of Jesus.

The Almighty has took away His Divinity to save His beloved. A great love, isn’t it?!

That is the true message of Christmas.

Christmas is about love, sacrifice, and humility.

Let us put this message across!

May the spirit of Christmas gives warmth and joy to you and your family!

Merry Christmas 2009!